I studied a little poetry/poetry writing in college. I’ve come to the conclusion that I should still write it even if it hurts that it will never be published. In other words, poetry can still be worthwhile as therapy even if what I write isn’t any good. I recommend it in addition to therapy. I’m… Continue reading Therapeutic Poetry
I have this desperate need to prove myself to myself and in the process, gain the acceptance of others. It feels like my current (and possibly indefinite/chronic) inability to handle working renders me completely worthless. My existence feels worthless. I feel like if I could just do something to make up for it, I could… Continue reading Stop Asking Me Where I Work
Well, geez. I guess I really stink at this. I only have 2 blog posts and I’m already entitling the 3rd “It’s been a hot minute.” I’ve always been like that with journaling too. It’s hard to stick to it because I only feel the urge to write when I need to pour myself out.… Continue reading It’s been a hot minute.
I’ve been struggling with a lot of depression lately. My life feels pointless, and I spend a lot of chunks in bed – just dozing and trying to escape. I’m not happy with my life and feel that I’m not a good servant of the world. I just keep slipping into bouts of horrible anxiety… Continue reading So to be honest, I’ve barely gotten out of bed today…
Hello. I should probably tell you a little bit about myself. Here are some identifying factors. – 26 year old cisgender woman – Diagnosis of bipolar disorder (type II) – Lesbian (Rainbow!) – B.A. in English literature (I am not the grammar police AT ALL. Mine can be horrid.) – Volunteer(ed) at a hospital, daycare… Continue reading Bio
This is the excerpt for your very first post.